Wednesday

Today, fucking sucks. 2 days off work already this week, barely going to be able to afford rent. Go to work today, think all will be well, pick up some material, had Bro grab some, I grabbed some. didnt really think about what size of material he was grabbing. Get to work, start working, Bossguy screams at me for the wrong size of materials. I shouldve been watching what he was grabbing. And at the end of today, he tells me he fucked up on the wall, Bossguy is going to rip MY head off, because I wasnt watching him. He's been here for 3 months he shouldnt be so fucking slow. or need my eye so much. I'm not cutout for ranked position in jobsites. I mean, in this case at least. if something happens, I get shit because I didnt watch him. but if I scream at him for it, he's pissy cuz I'm "talking down" at him. my hands are tied. on one side I get bitched from my boss, and the other my bestfriend who I LIVE with is pissed. I cant fucking win

and then I come home, expecting to go on a date with a girl I really like, and she's ditched. Again.

Fuck I'm a waste of skin.

Holy Crap

I need a freaking girlfriend. hahaha


but instead I'm gonna go to the gym so much I dont have time for girls.
The hell with you all. always want to know whats in my head, and never letting me in yours.
on one hand, go fuck yourself. on the other, I'm always here for you.