Painful Silence

Black felt comfort,
warm and soft,
A quiet hum.

Slow radience
heat waves roll up my flesh
the empty space beside me
keeps me cold

empty air screams
its silent haunting call
reminder

soft light, a faint breath
odor unascernable
silence.

silence.

silence.

Find me.

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Sometimes, being alone is more of a physical feeling than an emotion. but the combination of the two. I've had alot of friends lately, I've been out and about, seen family, friends, work, and yet just now, I'm sitting here watching the fights on TV, and I feel so, so painfully alone.
Almost like a lonesome winter walk, when snow falls, so quietly its deafening, every step in the soft snow crunches, almost loud enough to wake a child.....but soft and comforting. I'm terrible at describing how I feel.