Obliterate

FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCKING SHIT FUCK FUCK!

The girl in the last couple posts. She was honest. she TOLD me she wasnt interested. I knew she'd find someone eventually. I even had an idea who it would be. I was right. and They're together. and this is BREAKING me. I havent been this mad since the M'Lady scenario. not at her even. part of me wants to lash out. but she WAS honest, and there's no fault to it. I'm just hating myself for falling for her so hard. I seriously just want to fight. and fight NOW. I want to punch a hole in someone's head, and get knocked out, all at the same time. I HATE BEING ALONE.