Apathy. The Topic To Start and End All Things.

Have you ever realized, somewhat gradually, but by a specific trigger, that something is occuring in you're life?

Ever since the M'lady incident, which anyone who's read this will know about. I've noticed a change in myself. For the worse. I feel like I'm becoming a bad person. Or a worse person. But in any case, I'm realizing, I just do not, care. About anything. Well, save a few exceptions. My family, and my nephew's and neice. Things that used to make me so happy, camping, fighting, video games, the internet, media, I just.....I get nothing. I havent even thought about my bike in months, I used to go insane if I didnt have it practically locked to my hips. I dont know really what I'm trying to say. I just dont care about things. and its bothering me. Like I've become detached, and I wonder if I'm subconsciously depressed, and not realizing it....