Frozen...

I havent wanted to cry in a very very long time. I havent in even longer. I'm packing my things to move in 3 days. This has been a great week, i met an awesome girl, and I now have a beautiful sweet girlfriend, who is willing to work with me on the distance. And then this. Dig through all my drawers, I found some photo's, I'm like what the hell are these.....open it up, pull it out....one face, one smile, and my eyes started to water...it was pictures of M'Lady. God lord that froze my blood. A small part of me cheers, because I have something to remember her with....but the rest of me is just in shambles. Why can't I leave those memories gone....