Suicide Note Of The Day

For those who care, I just couldnt make something of myself. I'm not the one people want me to be, and never enough for myself.

To those I let down, I'm sorry will never be enough.

To those who don't give a damn, what I wouldnt give to be you.

To You, why was I never enough to you? I can't be perfect at what I do after such a short time, you know it, you understand it, and your mood changes faster than flies to a new pile of shit. The rest of the time you've been closer than I've ever expected. Carry on in triumph.

To You, your beautiful brown eyes make every minute of every smile twice as sweet. The twisting in my stomach yearns that soft touch of kiss. Thank you for making me smile. You'll rise above them all, and never stop for less than you want. Be who you are.

To You, voluntary shepard of pain.

To You, my entire life, and everything we've gone through, words can't express it. I'm sorry.

To You, if I could blanket my arms around you one more time, I'd never let go. Grow up to be everything.

To You, scream with me one more time, I wish we could make it echo.

To You, Hear You Me.


Let the echo's of the cliffs reside in what empty shell I leave. My life has not been empty. But its too late now.


Starry skies await me.