Curious
So. I met someone new. So new. so refreshing, and in her own words while walking...we match. I like her. But everytime I try to say something to her in the direction of.....a date or, is there a chance of us dating, I just get tongue tied. SO so tongue tied. She makes me blush and smile ear to ear. So my personal dilemma, is how do I jump the barrier, and tell her how interested I am, and yet maintain a friend, because I'd probably actually cry if I lost her as a friend AND a chance with her. Since I dont really have a nickname for her, I wont name her in here as of yet. Things I know I like, she's smart, like, SMART. She seems to really enjoy being around me, and we have good music similarity. She's into a bit heavier metal than I am, but other than that, very similar. Neither of us are really boozers (yea I know I have my moments, but I keep them down for the most part in the grand scheme) She's a pothead, where I'm not as bad, but I dont mind because she's not a DUMB pothead, it just gives her mind somewhere to be. I'm kinda getting into it myself a bit. She's excessively sarcastic, which I dont really MIND, I kinda like, but sometimes it gets a little far, but hey, people arent perfect and its part of what makes her the way she is, so I dont mind in the least.
And naturally I think she's attractive, or else I wouldnt be as interested (its not shallow, its normal, people who arent physically attracted, arent really interested in a sense of things)
but I dont think she's just attractive. I think she's absolutely, utterly and in every way GORGEOUS. she lives in a small town just outside of Calgary, and not having a car anymore, the couple times she has come in, she just spent the night. Friday night, her phone rang, and she crawled to go get it, and I havent been so turned on in easily almost a year. It was un, freaking, believable. She's fit, goes to the gym regularly, likes video games, has an adorable smile, and doesnt dress in any excessively stylized way. she doesnt LOOK like a stoner, or a metal head, or anything. She just has her own.
Obviously I'm going on a bit. But yeah, I thought I'd say, someone new is around. and my God I like her. haha. If I somehow luck out and she's interested....I'll let anyone who reads know.
In other news, I bought God of War 2, and Command & Conquer: the First Decade. GoW2 is so much fun, haha, one of the more amusingly violent games I've ever seen. The puzzles are fairly minor, but the creativity in killing creatures is highly entertaining. Ripping out a cyclops eye? very cool. As for C&C, I've been looking for them for ages, I spent 15 bucks on getting the Red Alert discs, only to find out they only run on Windows 98 or 95 haha. But the First Decade compilation has them ALL. C&C, Red Alert 1 & 2, Tiberian Sun, Generals and Renegade. plus, all the expansions. its awesome. So between C&C, GoW2, and spending friday and saturday with the girl I like, its been a pretty rippin weekend. Her and I went and got our lips repierced too haha. Actually, I wanted SO badly, to kiss her before we did, just....couldnt do it. She's got me completely tussled in the head.
And naturally I think she's attractive, or else I wouldnt be as interested (its not shallow, its normal, people who arent physically attracted, arent really interested in a sense of things)
but I dont think she's just attractive. I think she's absolutely, utterly and in every way GORGEOUS. she lives in a small town just outside of Calgary, and not having a car anymore, the couple times she has come in, she just spent the night. Friday night, her phone rang, and she crawled to go get it, and I havent been so turned on in easily almost a year. It was un, freaking, believable. She's fit, goes to the gym regularly, likes video games, has an adorable smile, and doesnt dress in any excessively stylized way. she doesnt LOOK like a stoner, or a metal head, or anything. She just has her own.
Obviously I'm going on a bit. But yeah, I thought I'd say, someone new is around. and my God I like her. haha. If I somehow luck out and she's interested....I'll let anyone who reads know.
In other news, I bought God of War 2, and Command & Conquer: the First Decade. GoW2 is so much fun, haha, one of the more amusingly violent games I've ever seen. The puzzles are fairly minor, but the creativity in killing creatures is highly entertaining. Ripping out a cyclops eye? very cool. As for C&C, I've been looking for them for ages, I spent 15 bucks on getting the Red Alert discs, only to find out they only run on Windows 98 or 95 haha. But the First Decade compilation has them ALL. C&C, Red Alert 1 & 2, Tiberian Sun, Generals and Renegade. plus, all the expansions. its awesome. So between C&C, GoW2, and spending friday and saturday with the girl I like, its been a pretty rippin weekend. Her and I went and got our lips repierced too haha. Actually, I wanted SO badly, to kiss her before we did, just....couldnt do it. She's got me completely tussled in the head.
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