Holiday Cheer

A time has certainly passed since last I wrote. School has more or less kicked my ass left right and center. I dated a girl for 3 weeks, who turned out to be excessively obsessive, dumped her, and now I'm seeing myself wanting a highly unlikely situation. A girl I've known for 5 years now, just met her 2 weeks ago in Calgary. she has a 1 yr old son. they're both quite adorable, truth be told, and while she knows I dont do long distance, she also knows I want to move to calgary soon. And I think I really like her, but I also think I'm scared spitless of it, how could I get into it if it ever didnt work out, and her son was caught in that. I'd never be able to live with myself. besides, that alone time that a couple usually has when thy first date...would never be there, because of her son. So I'm confused. Plus, she's more or less stopped talking to me. Claims she's avoiding other internet people, but she has a phone too..../sigh/ I need to shut the hell up...