Time Apart

Whoa, its been just shy of a month since I've written. Crazy. Well, its not much of a long story, but here goes the last 3 weeks. J-nz and I briefly had an episode, which shan't be happening again, and I've been after another job and doing school. There you have it. In depth eh? I have a lot of new music, and I havent listened to my depressing music in a long time. Ive stopped myself from wanting to throw myself off a cliff without M'lady, although there was a small backslide for a few days. I'm in about 2K debt, and I have next to no money. this sucks. I might need to get a loan. Erg. I so dont want to. oh well, y'do what you have to right? and at least a loan is monthly payments. And now I have to go make pizza dough. Good lord I hate my job. Tonight is homework night. I need to make an image map, which I'll hard code, against my professors wishes, and be done in a half hour, and then I'll make this stupid website on designer research I have to do. oh yeah, and its journal entries due tomorrow...hmmm. maybe I should do those. On the upside of things I've been going to the gym, and its finally starting to build. I'm getting a few muscles on me :) at this rate I'll be where I want to by mid january-february ish, then I can just tone. The edm people might be coming down for halloween, which should be a gong show haha, but I dont think I want to drink still, but maybe. we'll see. And I plan on going up to Edm for 2 friends b-days in reading week. it'll be a blast. anyways, off to work. Later.