Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Boredom Does Bad Things to a Mind

Hello, the Angel from my Nightmare,
angel of desperation, consolidation
angel who brings my eyes to rise
and rest on those who die

Sing to me, make me mind.

So I totally lost my train of thought on that. ah well. Its 1:30 in the morning, as the little clock on the post will tell you, and I'm just startign to get tired, which I hope speeds up a little because I have the gym in the morning, and I'd prefer to have the energy to lift, I'm gonna be going pretty heavy. its chest and tricep day. I'm going a little tweaky in my mind, there are a few ideas of things I want to do for photoshop, and flash, and webpages, but I dont know how to do them, and I know if I wait till I know how, I'll forget what I wanted to do, and the other bad part is its half improv, like, I can envision half the project..the rest is just...not there. Its very aggravating. I'd like to think up a good name for my stuff, like a company name, that type, but its not quite as simple as youd think. Although I like paradoxes, so I try to think up a good one, but they're so cliche, which pisses me off, so I cant. argh. So I'm watching this Max X show (Maximum Exposure) about stupid people and stupid stunts, and I start to think, I'd do that, that'd be sweet! like lighting myself on fire and jumping in a pool.....being bored makes me stupid. Its halloween on sunday, and I'm going to a party on saturday for it, should be interesting. Mrriss, a friend from Edmonton, might come down to party with us, which should be a riot, he's a good guy. haha he wants to dress up as Air Matress Man again, good times. I was trying to think up a good archnemesis for him, but Needle man was about the best I could use, and that just opens doors for needle dick jokes all night. So instead I think I'll be a demon ninja, I just gotta get a pair of red contact lenses. and then build the rest of the costume....shouldnt be too hard. I wonder if the bar will even let me in with a mask on. hmm. alright, I'm talking to a guy I know, who I rarely talk to, I'll call him BBOstrich. So BB has been dating an old friend of mine for about 6 years, and they have an adorable little 3 year old, here's the problem, my old friend just went psycho and left him, and let the kid go to social services. There is a BIG problem when people seem to think since their tired of being a parent they can just throw it away. makes me want to punch a hole in the wall. Methinks I shall be going to have a "talk" with my old friend. being more of me screaming my head off and her listening. intently. We dont talk much anymore, but the old friend thing might carry some weight. Anyways, its sleeptime for me, good day, good night, and fuck you.


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