Epiphany of Life in my Mind

Vacancy of an open mind, I find myself in a growing vocal silence. It echoes off the dark loneliness in my minds eye. I feel the need to weep, for reasons I cannot name, unable for my loss of sanity. I keep reaching for something, anything to ground me, keep me here. My anchor is gone. Truth of realization brings tears to the edge. Begging for one to roll down. Time is beginning to lose meaning. Silence screams. Still no tears. Air is numb, it crushes in around me. Where is my mind? I do not sleep. I need to weep. The need burns like incense. Nothing. Happiness is like a fading ash in the wind. I have no soul.....